I itch for change
I'm bored with working full time at a place I've worked at the majority of my life since 2005. I am either at work... or at home, or with friends. Thats it. I itch for something else! I'm bored! I wanna GO somewhere or DO something I don't do on a regular basis. I'm thinking about going back to school part time next semester. It's too late this semester. I also find myself getting so bored in the monotony of life right now, that I even start thinking maybe I could get a second job somewhere easy and fun. This always happens once I've gone back to Rudy's and have worked there for several months. There's no way I'll quit, because I know I'd just get another office job that will burn me out and make me fatter from sitting at a stinking desk all day and I'll just want to come back to Rudy's. So, I'm sticking to Rudy's. It's busy and exciting enough to make me want to stay. But, it definitely is a part of the monotony problem.
I know I shouldn't get a second job to pile onto my full time job at Rudy's because everytime i've had two jobs, I am never ever home and never ever have time for a social life and always end up regretting it. So, I am trying very hard to listen to my past experiences but it is so difficult when I am so BORED. I'm not down or unhappy with any of the relationships in my life-- and I love, love the time I get with those people and wouldn't change any of that for anything. I just want something different. The idea of going back to school makes the mouth of my mind water. Haha. Does that make sense? Well, it just makes me very excited. I walk through the grocery store and I see notebooks and binders and I'm like ohhh oh oh I wanna buy those. Or I watch Craig sign up for his classes online and I literally feel jealous! Or I hear Becky talking about the classes she's going to be taking this semester and how she's about to head back to school and I just wish I could do that too!
Hmph. I'm praying, praying, praying on why there is this itch in my mind and my restless being to DO something. Anything.
Okay, that is all:)
Christi
I know I shouldn't get a second job to pile onto my full time job at Rudy's because everytime i've had two jobs, I am never ever home and never ever have time for a social life and always end up regretting it. So, I am trying very hard to listen to my past experiences but it is so difficult when I am so BORED. I'm not down or unhappy with any of the relationships in my life-- and I love, love the time I get with those people and wouldn't change any of that for anything. I just want something different. The idea of going back to school makes the mouth of my mind water. Haha. Does that make sense? Well, it just makes me very excited. I walk through the grocery store and I see notebooks and binders and I'm like ohhh oh oh I wanna buy those. Or I watch Craig sign up for his classes online and I literally feel jealous! Or I hear Becky talking about the classes she's going to be taking this semester and how she's about to head back to school and I just wish I could do that too!
Hmph. I'm praying, praying, praying on why there is this itch in my mind and my restless being to DO something. Anything.
Okay, that is all:)
Christi
posted by Christi at
11:57 AM
2 Comments:
So are you putting Australia plans on indefinite hold?
Because if you are saving for Australia then there's something on the horizon! Something exciting and cool.
I can totally relate to what you've said about wanting to go to school. In the past year I've gotten antsy like that a handful of times. I'm considering taking some photog. classes one of these days--they offer them at ACC :)
Australia is never out of the picture. It's just become so long term. So, yeah I guess that is true if it's in my future then nothing can look dim with something like that ahead of me! I am just *itching* for something to do noooow.
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