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Thank you for the encouraging responses to my post from last night.

It is absolutely amazing... mind blowing, in fact... what God will tell you if you are truly just listening. Words, visions, feelings have been overflowing my mind and my spirit for the past twenty four hours thatI never would have hard if that bone didn't have to rebreak yesterday. I'm still aching, and every once in a while a wave of frantic feelings comes over me, but I have to push through it and soak up the fire that is burning my being as I am starting to become the woman He's designed me for. "Unto You be all the glory."

It's so true what the pastor at Austin Stone said one sunday- that the most miserable people on the face of the planet are the christians who are saved, who have God in them and working in them, but try to keep one foot in the world. It's almost like when God said He spits the lukewarm believers out of His mouth, He was doing it for our own good. It is physically impossible to be a follower of Christ while still letting your flesh guide your steps. Impossible.

Alright, those are my thoughts on that for the day.

My night last night was good. I got to spend time with Brittany, fill her in on a few of the goings-on with Christi Rabb, and draw a little. I don't know why, but for some reason, the urge to draw has been taking me over lately! So, I went and bought a little cute tin container of colored pencils, and sat down and drew as I spilled my freaking soul to Brittany. Haha. The outcome wasn't THAT impressive, but I'll share it with you anyway.



Eh, whatever. It was fun. I started something else a little past midnight last night, but I don't know what else I can do with it. I'm having a creative block in my mind, I guess.

Well, I've been sitting here in this room for a while and I think it's time for me and my juicy fruit chewin self to go home.
Christi