A good day.
Well, life has recently gone back to the way it was approximately 3 months ago (almost). The sister is gone, and so are the two little critters she brought with her. There, I am left here with a empty two story house and a very lonely critter of my own who absolutely will not leave me alone and makes me trip every step I take because she's wrapped around my ankles, and gets into bed with me, and when I try to get a break and come up on the computer-- this happens.
It's quite sad, really. I'm gone at work, or over at Craig's or out running an endless amount of errands (which seem to be piling up a lot the past few days) and so she's left alone in the house, and then smothers me when I return. It's a good thing she's cute and furry or else it might get annoying.
Anyways, onto a more serious topic.
Today, for no apparent reason (besides the obvious fact that I am loved by the Creator of everything), I was showered with a bright, positive, optimistic, happy, excited feeling about life. I all of the sudden felt light, weightless, and worryless. Which, let me tell you, doesn't happen often due to my own downfalls of not completely trusting in the Lord. But it came. I have been feeling restless and anxious and ready to just do anything else besides the monotony of what I'm doing right now, but I could tell that I was being asked to be patient. Well, today, that antsy feeling was gone. I feel like what I am anticipating (even though it hasn't been fully revealed to me yet) is coming soon. Or, at least will be revealed completely to me soon.
There are several things I'm praying about which could take me out of state to several possible destinations, which is exciting (and scary) for me. But... so far... I have the support of every important person in my life. That shows me that I am truly loved if the people I hold closest and I know hold me close as well, are supportive of me leaving. How selfless and how beautiful and how freeing.
I truly give myself to my God, and I cannot to see where that sends me. I am not afraid!
It's quite sad, really. I'm gone at work, or over at Craig's or out running an endless amount of errands (which seem to be piling up a lot the past few days) and so she's left alone in the house, and then smothers me when I return. It's a good thing she's cute and furry or else it might get annoying.
Anyways, onto a more serious topic.
Today, for no apparent reason (besides the obvious fact that I am loved by the Creator of everything), I was showered with a bright, positive, optimistic, happy, excited feeling about life. I all of the sudden felt light, weightless, and worryless. Which, let me tell you, doesn't happen often due to my own downfalls of not completely trusting in the Lord. But it came. I have been feeling restless and anxious and ready to just do anything else besides the monotony of what I'm doing right now, but I could tell that I was being asked to be patient. Well, today, that antsy feeling was gone. I feel like what I am anticipating (even though it hasn't been fully revealed to me yet) is coming soon. Or, at least will be revealed completely to me soon.
There are several things I'm praying about which could take me out of state to several possible destinations, which is exciting (and scary) for me. But... so far... I have the support of every important person in my life. That shows me that I am truly loved if the people I hold closest and I know hold me close as well, are supportive of me leaving. How selfless and how beautiful and how freeing.
I truly give myself to my God, and I cannot to see where that sends me. I am not afraid!
posted by Christi at
11:06 AM
2 Comments:
What a lovely blog. AND a cute picture. It's nice when our pets love us. Take care of her. Love you.
syder!!!!! go home more!!!!
im excited to see what god shows you :)
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