Well, I asked for change, didn't I?
I sure got it.
My current mental status is...
Scared. Excited. Confused. Impatient. Ready. Not ready. Scared. Worried. Sad. Happy. Relieved. Tired. Scared. Let down. Dreading. Nervous. Questioning. Prepared. Scared. Slightly insane. Basket case. Calm. Pumped. Scared.
But that's okay, because even though I'm a crazy, inconsistent, fickle, don't-know-what-the-heck-I'm-doing human... God is not. And my God reigns.
--Anyways--
I think I might possibly be getting that *ok I'm tired of Rudy's again* itch. But, this time around, I'm not being so hasty in my decision to hurry up and find a new job and get the heck outta there. I'm dabbling here and there in all my thoughts. I basically in life have nothing tying me down to anywhere. Hmmm... that's a freeing thought. So, I am patiently waiting and seeing what doors God might open, meanwhile getting closer and closer to when my year anniversary (this time around) hits at Rudy's and I get to use my week paid vacation. That isn't until January, so I have some time.
I'm afraid of getting another office job, even though my initial "oh! oh! oh!" feelings are making me think I do want one. But, I've done that twice. Once at a boring bank (please, just don't ever be a teller if you are a social person that likes to keep busy), and another time at a Surgery Center. Both times I ended up disliking almost everything about it, and I came back to Rudy's. Twice. I don't want that to happen again. When I leave this time, it's gotta be for good! I want to work somewhere that I love, that loves me, and that I don't mind waking up at (what I consider to be) ungodly hours of the morning to go to on Monday - Friday. Is that even possible? Can I really, truly, finally become a so-so morning person and make it work? Can I get myself out of the stinking restaurant business and sit myself down in an office and not itch to be running around helping customers?
What I'd REALLY like would be something in the corporate office of K&N Management (the owners of all Austin Rudy's locations, and Mighty Fine) to open up so I could snag that and still work for this amazing company and have fun and work with people I already know, but not still have to be actually IN the restaurant. Please, please, pretty please, God??
Blah. Life.
My current mental status is...
Scared. Excited. Confused. Impatient. Ready. Not ready. Scared. Worried. Sad. Happy. Relieved. Tired. Scared. Let down. Dreading. Nervous. Questioning. Prepared. Scared. Slightly insane. Basket case. Calm. Pumped. Scared.
But that's okay, because even though I'm a crazy, inconsistent, fickle, don't-know-what-the-heck-I'm-doing human... God is not. And my God reigns.
--Anyways--
I think I might possibly be getting that *ok I'm tired of Rudy's again* itch. But, this time around, I'm not being so hasty in my decision to hurry up and find a new job and get the heck outta there. I'm dabbling here and there in all my thoughts. I basically in life have nothing tying me down to anywhere. Hmmm... that's a freeing thought. So, I am patiently waiting and seeing what doors God might open, meanwhile getting closer and closer to when my year anniversary (this time around) hits at Rudy's and I get to use my week paid vacation. That isn't until January, so I have some time.
I'm afraid of getting another office job, even though my initial "oh! oh! oh!" feelings are making me think I do want one. But, I've done that twice. Once at a boring bank (please, just don't ever be a teller if you are a social person that likes to keep busy), and another time at a Surgery Center. Both times I ended up disliking almost everything about it, and I came back to Rudy's. Twice. I don't want that to happen again. When I leave this time, it's gotta be for good! I want to work somewhere that I love, that loves me, and that I don't mind waking up at (what I consider to be) ungodly hours of the morning to go to on Monday - Friday. Is that even possible? Can I really, truly, finally become a so-so morning person and make it work? Can I get myself out of the stinking restaurant business and sit myself down in an office and not itch to be running around helping customers?
What I'd REALLY like would be something in the corporate office of K&N Management (the owners of all Austin Rudy's locations, and Mighty Fine) to open up so I could snag that and still work for this amazing company and have fun and work with people I already know, but not still have to be actually IN the restaurant. Please, please, pretty please, God??
Blah. Life.
posted by Christi at
7:55 PM
2 Comments:
Have you called the corporate office to see if there are any openings, or any coming in the future - or let it be known you would like one in the corporate office?
It IS possible to become a morning person! Trust me, I've found that out. I still have some mornings where I can't bear the thought of getting up, but give me a little light and coffee and I'm up.
When I was working part time at the bank I'd been sleeping 'til 830 or 9 some days!
Now that's sleeping in :) And I love waking up on the weekends at 830 or so and having the whole, long day ahead of me. It's maaahhvelous.
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